Behind My Red Door

Monday, February 1, 2010

I need to take a break…

…from all the comments about Brady. I can’t tell you how much they have meant to me and I appreciate every single person who has taken the time to write me in some way. It seems so many of you have also faced the same heartbreaking sadness so you know my pain. The outpouring has been so heart warming. THANK YOU!

But right now, I have to take a break from anymore comments and discussions because I am having a really rough time emotionally and so I am going to try to focus on other things. I know myself well enough to know it’s time to do that.

I am however happy to report that Jay and Angela seem to be doing as well as can be expected. I think the rituals they did before and after helped them a lot. Jay has said being there at the end gave him peace of mind and closure. And they have Lili and jobs and a busy life to get back to.

I decided I need to get busy too and so I hope to start repainting our hallway and eventually the living room in the next week or so – maybe sooner. I feel the need for a little change! I am hoping that will help me through this difficult time. I’ll be back to my blog when I am more myself and maybe – no promises - I will have some before and after pics by then.

Thank you again my friends for understanding why I have shut comments off.

Warm hugs, Grammy Linda